So while posting on the message boards at theforce.net, there was a thread that made me stop and think.  This particular thread related to phobias people had, and I had a moment of flashback to when I was younger and used to have nightmares about stuff growing off my skin.  It's not so much the growing stuff that freaks me out, but the patterns and roots that developed.  (My skin is getting all crawly just typing about it)  Anyways I looked it up and it's called trypophobia, the fear of holes. Now that sounds silly, who the hell is afraid of holes?  But these are pretty specific to naturally occuring holes, like in people's skin, the holes in swiss cheese etc... just google trypophobia and you'll see an example of what makes me want to claw my skin off when I see a picture of it.  (I'll not post a picture here, as I seriously will just freak out everytime I look at my journal)

On another note, looks like I might have Lyme disease.  Hence the achey joints and stuff.  We'll see how this turns out.